Ok so Im not doing Gezets! here, Im trying out with this story first to see how it goes.
The name of this novel is Sonzaishinai, in english "Unexistent"
And now for you, the confusing prologue!
Prologue:
It’s true, I’m a silent person. Friends? I have none. At least not anymore. It is actually impressive how one second can change one’s life. If only had taken that step one second later. If only I decided to say I felt sick and went home early. But now there is no way back. I’m in this rotten present and I must live in it. There is no way of turning back in time, is there?
It’s true; I’m a silent person….
Did I ever have friends?
Oh yeah, there is her!
It’s true, I’m a silent person. Friends? I don’t know if I can call her that, she just kind of comes and goes every now and then. She does worry about me, even coming to my house just to pester me when I’m sick. She is so annoying. We used to hang out a lot more, until that day. It is actually impressive how just one second can change a life. I wonder if he is happy…
He? Who is he?
Do I know him?
Oh yeah, I would do anything!
“We are friends after all” he said..
It’s true, he is a silent person. I always have to drag him all around the school with me, otherwise he would just stay there playing this horrible videogames. I do consider him my only friend although, there’s nothing much else to it on school for me besides hanging out with him. We actually have fun, even if he says the contrary.
I miss them…
Why? Don’t I see them every day?
Not since then…
Since when?
You betrayed me!
Tell me the truth!
How do I get out of this?
I’m sorry.
I don’t want to do it anymore.
Ok, just one more and I’m free!
All of us?!
I just want to keep going!
Do I?
I don’t want this moment ever to end….
I agree to your terms…
I love you….
The ways of the goddess are beautiful…
Subject: Darkness novel. 
Sat Jun 16, 2012 3:09 am
